>sLeepLess mE

Author: aLmich

Al Michael has been having sleepless nights lately.01me



Sure, it isn't a new thing for me. I have been somewhat of an insomniac eversince, which is prolly why I will forever be perpetually late for morning commitments and such. My job requires a vampire capacity to be awake all night [ hah! callcenters..]. I have tried everything, from going to bed early to drinking varied amounts of alcoholic beverages, taking sedatives - Litec [as Mikee advised before] to watching TV. Nothing seemed to work.



But I digress.



It's not so much as the solution but the CAUSE that's bothering me. Thing is, unlike the uncertainty among the solutions that I've come up with, the cause of my sleeplessness is quite crystal clear: I have begun thinking and worrying about stuff yet again, though I promised myself months ago that I would stop doing just that and start enjoying my life more. Apparently, the wheels of conviction have other ideas, as I presently find myself struggling to deal with things and emotions which I thought I have long buried. I only take comfort in the fact that it really isn't as bad as before, where I would experience long hours of depression in addition to lack of sleep motivation. I'm sure a lot of you can imagine what being awake in the wee hours of the morning with nothing to do and hundreds of thoughts running through your mind can feel like. Not good, right?



How many more turns will it take for me to escape the phantoms of yesterday..

 

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