> giVing him uP

Author: aLmich

Romantically, I choose to move on an easy, carefree tempo because I subscribe to the whole “choose your love wisely” way of thinking. The last thing I want is to feel rushed and to get things serious fast. I also used to think that being preoccupied over one person would screw up my chance for becoming a more interesting person.

So there, I was happy to be going out but I was careful not to let love dip. My peers could not get it so they relentlessly tried to curb my semi-attached convictions. Still, the greater the pressure they put on me, the longer I temporized within the confines of my self-protective barriers.
Until one evening, they found me a good-looking, creative and snobbish guy who cunningly played it cool. Heedlessly, I was smitten. How shrewd.

Soon after my love and I settled on becoming just friends [*or should I say - I stopped dreaming, there's no way he'll consider getting serious with me], I voluntarily boot myself out of the dating game but of course I have to put up with some friendly-stalker messages from ex-flings. Actually, there’s this darn, boring fling who sort of tried to lodge some niggling doubt in my mind after finding out that I was already hooked-up. He annoyed me so badly that I had to dismiss him ruthlessly *sigh.

Of course being happily solo is a cool idea. I have dated untiringly and had loads of fun doing it. Now that I have stopped dreaming myself waking up next to the man who greets me “ I love you” as his eyes flutter open each morning of our lives, I guess I can already rest easy in the hope that the search is over or at least for the mean time.

 

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