I think I lost a friend. I really don’t know why. I stood by him for almost everything I can remember. I don’t know what happened.

What do you do when things don’t work out? Especially when they were going so well initially, that you were sure it was going to happen exactly the way you planned. When it was a certainty but was made not to be by someone else. An acceptance that was later turned into a denial. Do you chase after it? Do you seek revenge? Do you let it go and lead your life the way you want to? What do you do when things have gone bad for so long you aren’t sure they can be rectified anymore. Do you take the first steps towards friendship? Or hold on just to see if you can out-last the other person? And in the process lose one of your dearest friends or at least what was one of your dearest friends, perhaps even more. It’s like taking a wrench to your heart, not even the regular kind, like the heavy duty ones your dad uses to fix the Hummer. One wrong move and everything can crumble to pieces. I don’t know which path I am supposed to take. I’ve tried a few of them and none of them felt right.

I just hope I won’t be forced to retaliate to whatever he’s doing. I don’t wanna play bitch on him. I wish he would just stop.

 

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